Ignore

I ask you, how are you. But you dont answer me.
I message you, said that i miss you. But you dont reply me.
I starring at you. Always at you. But you never wanna see me.
I always remember you, every part of you. But sadly, you forget all about me.

(i wanna say it in indonesian)
Aku sayang kamu...

But you ignore me...

hmm

i wanna feel what they called...



L O V E

dumb

sudah dua tahun. haha. sudah dua tahun yang lalu. dan selama dua tahun itu, hanya dua minggu aku tersenyum dibuatnya. selebihnya, aku hanya menunggu sambil berharap. dan ternyata, harapan itu akhirnya harus hilang begitu saja. kabur seiring berjalannya waktu.

sekarang, aku lupa bagaimana perasaanku dulu terhadapnya. aku lupa mengapa aku bisa segila itu padanya. bahkan karena terlalu gilanya, semangkuk bubur ayam yang kumakan bersamanya rasanya seperti makan sepiring telur caviar yang sangat mahal. dan aku sadar, bukan harga bubur ayam itu yang membuatnya mahal, tetapi momennya. momen dimana aku dan dia makan berhadap-hadapan, bahkan kami belum mandi dan sikat gigi. momen dimana aku tertawa dibuatnya. momen dimana ia menanggapi seluruh khayalanku.

kenapa harus datang lagi kenangan itu? bahkan ia sama sekali tidak pernah mengingatku. ia mengabaikanku.

ia mengabaikan aku.

mengapa aku masih mengingatnya?



bodoh.

sweetest things

saya bahagia memiliki kalian semua...

saya bahagia diberi kesempatan untuk mengenal kalian semua...
saya bahagia bisa menghabiskan waktu saya bersama kalian semua...
saya bahagia karena saya belum terlambat untuk merasakan kebahagiaan bersama kalian semua...

(dedicated to all my sweetest things. i love you all)

yesterday

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

(beatles - yesterday)

mellow time

my mate sent me this sweet words:

Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves; we simply awaken it. But in order to do that, we need the other person. The universe only makes sense when we have someone to share our feelings with. (Paulo Coelho,Eleven Minutes)

hmmm...
with whom i could share my feelings with?

akhirnya

terbongkar.

perlahan.

semuanya terbongkar.

ternyata Tuhan berpihak pada kita...

PADA KITA, JEMBS!!!

(dedicated to my JEMBREWEH =D)